Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Huan's Acceptance

I chose to focus on Huan's struggle to find an equilibrium in America and his heritage in Vietnam. Throughout "Motherland," Huan is not only angry at his adoptive mother, but at Vietnam as well. He admits he told his adoptive parents that he was only a charity case; an exotic human they can flaunt around. As this story progresses, Huan reveals his anger extends to Vietnam as well, for Vietnam abandoned him for the sole reason he is Amerasian. In his trip to Vietnam, Huan faces an incident with a police officer, who thinks Huan is stealing because his hands were in his pockets. In Huan's perspective, the police officer harassed him because he is Amerasian. In America, Huan admits he faced racism, and now, in Vietnam, they are wary against him. Huan does not feel wanted by either nation, for both nations reject him, and he cannot find balance between them. Huan's mother, although she means well, pushes Huan to embrace his roots, but Huan cannot, for he feels rejected. My picture shows Huan being in torn in two sides via rope. The Vietnamese side expect Huan's life to have a picture perfect life because Gwen and her husband adopted him. In contrast to Huan's parents, they want him to accept his Vietnamese roots, but Huan can do either. He cannot accept either country because both reject him. Both sides, America and Vietnam, expect Huan to be and act a certain way, causing him to be torn in two ways. The rope in my picture symbolizes that Huan is trapped in the middle of two sides. Huan cannot find balance between his Vietnamese roots and his life in America, for both countries reject him on the sole basis he is Amerasian.



4 comments:

  1. Found your insights on Huan's struggle with his Vietnamese and American interesting. I also agree that Huan feels the pressure to live a fulfilled life because he was adopted by supportive parents. I think that this pressure influences his Vietnamese identity because he also feels guilty because his adoption gave hims better opportunities to succeed.

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    1. Your thoughts on Huan's guilt are interesting. It didn't occur to me that he ever felt guilty for being given good things like a home and a family that loves him while other Vietnamese children were struggling. I always just that that he had taken these things for granted. Huan's feeling are complicated and there are many layers to his psyche and the subject in general.
      By Chris T.

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  2. Dania, the binary depicted in your illustrations seems subtle at first, but the explanation tells of a complex dissonance in identity. The rope is tearing Huan in two, binding him and attacking him. The attack is not violent and immediate; instead it is subtle and takes time, but the pain booms either way. The rope is also a flexible material that has the ability to slacken, giving the impression that there is hope for Huan. He will be able to live without the rope tearing him in two, but only if the rope slackens or he is able to loosen the bindings. Both of these tasks are difficult, and the former may seem almost impossible seeing as society is slow to change; however, with a community of people, and especially Mai, it seems that the narrative is hopeful that Huan will find peace.

    Marcus H.

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  3. Found your insights on Huan's struggle with his Vietnamese and American interesting. I also agree that Huan feels the pressure to live a fulfilled life because he was adopted by supportive parents. I think that this pressure influences his Vietnamese identity because he also feels guilty because his adoption gave hims better opportunities to succeed, when compared to other evacuated Vietnamese children. I think that his guilt effects his emotions towards his native country because he feels like he was rejected for his "Americanization" but it is because he was unwanted in Vietnam that he had to go to America. In the last short story "Homecoming" we can see Huan struggle with fitting into Vietnamese culture-- despite feeling a connection to the country.

    By Christina R.

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